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Titan misanthropy of the night
Unjust against an unjust word
Alone for choice and for mistake
Look what you lost
Your broken treasures:
A doll made by crystal and paper
Frenetic wish
To throw it away
In a corner.
A rag ill-conditioned
Monkey hanged
by an unstitched arm to the lamp.
A carillon of cracked mirror
With a forced sound
Mechanism of stuck music.
A diary with shredded pages
And many tiny writings
Sponged by an absentminded glass.
A little ghost, sheet
With two holes and a crown
Dirty white spots
Of invisible ink.
Alone in the darkness of the room,
Your toys' room.
Here you grew up?
Grit your teeth on a present
That slipped through your fingers.
©2009 ~anyachan
:iconanyachan:

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"Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No-one ever said it would be this hard,
Oh take me back to the start." (The scientist - Coldplay)
... And it's so hard to understand I'm not able, as everybody, to come back to the start. I wrote it on the 2nd of June, and I still have to work about this new consciousness. Nobody and nothing will come back as it was before. Everything changes, maybe in a better way, maybe in a worse one. Nothing remains like before. A lesson I have to learn.

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:iconminomininni:
Everyone should learn this lesson. But it's harder while everything and everyone is changing. Only time can help, and even from pain we learn.
:iconchoryunami:
...did you find that song among my phrases, or is it just a "coincidence"?
What can I say...
Technically perfect, I still have no idea how you can write such things. But maybe I finally stopped wondering, and just enjoy them. :aww.
About the rest... I struggled hard to find myself again, so now I'm not really in the mood for changing. And since every single thing and every single person around me is changing instead, as he or she should, things will be harder, sure. But I want to be myself. With my mistakes, my flaws, all things maybe I'm now more able to recognize and acknowledge, and with some good things, too, I hope.
I can not really come back to the start, too, because I can not do it alone. I'm just grateful for all the amazing things that happened back then. I'm sure other amazing things will happen again, maybe now, or tomorrow, or... "One Day". Only, they won't be the same ones we lived once. Anyway, we were lucky enough to be there when we could enjoy those moments. And I think it's a good thing.

I started learning that lesson a while ago. At first I could not stand it at all. Now, I can't say if I really learned something: what can I say is I'm becoming more and more used to it. And I don't want to interfere too much with others' sacrosanct changing.
I just hope there's a bit of real growing, together with this changing everyone talks about.

Hugs, sister. Because you're precious to me, even though things get inexorably different.

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-Watashiwa Orochimaru-sama no shinobi desu.- :frail:

-If you have ever thrown a fake shuriken, kunai, or attempted a jutsu, copy and paste this into your signature. - Bonus points if it was a real shuriken.

-My two lovely lonely neurons: :bump:
:iconanyachan:
The only thing we miss is patience.

--
"My deamons will be yours"

“Am I dead?”
“Hear.”
“… My heart?”
“Yes. Even if you’ve tried, you’ve never stopped it.”
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