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I've been a swallow
who pierced the mist
only one companion
by my side
searching for the sun.

I've put on ladybird's wings
I brought good fortune
dressed by red and black and spring
by flower and smile
useless faith in good mood.

I lost my red points
as I lost my walk and my God
my stupid faith made of weak dreams
I had to discover the truth
alone
Like a lonely crow
Mad flight in a never known way

Ehi, little bad crow,
Ehi - come on - don't cry
Ehi, that's the life:

A jump in the dark with your only light
The light of God you don't have to forget
Everybdy screaming "Never more"
Fallen betrayed

So tell me, little crow
So tell me
What's your answer?

Not yet...

Swallow, ladybird, crow
God, how I dream to fly.
©2009 ~anyachan
:iconanyachan:

Author's Comments

Mh, ok, I think it's quite complicated..^_^'

It's a strange experiment, but I have to say that I like it a lot: it's a perfect mirror of my journey until now and of my feelings during these days..

Today i woke up with a poet-soul, and as every poet, I have to be incomprehensible, mh?
Well, for me its meaning is not so dark, but it is very symbolical so I don't know what you can think about it..
I hope you'll like it anyway!

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:iconultimateoutlaw:
I found this relatively breathtaking.
:iconanyachan:
Oh...Thank you so much :blushes:

--
"My deamons will be yours"

“Am I dead?”
“Hear.”
“… My heart?”
“Yes. Even if you’ve tried, you’ve never stopped it.”
:iconhoshytaka-storm:
.......paura di un effetto dopande dopo questa...tanta roba Sensei! Mi piace un sacchissimo....non ti smentisci^^

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:iconanyachan:
:hug: ormai non so più come risponderti ^^

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"My deamons will be yours"

“Am I dead?”
“Hear.”
“… My heart?”
“Yes. Even if you’ve tried, you’ve never stopped it.”
:iconhoshytaka-storm:
L':hug: va bene!

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:iconchoryunami:
Who knows how many points I caught and understood well...
...I know I miss the times of the ladybirds. Sometimes I miss them like hell. I can't deny it. But the journey goes on. I've always been glad of that. But now that I feel I lost myself and I'm incapable to handle little normal extraordinary everyday adventures, I'm a little bit scared...

...but please, don't hurt me like that: faith in good mood is never useless... It almost sounds to me like so many things, and the good mood times, we shared then are somehow useless. I don't think they were. I don't think so... I don't.
I'd like so much to bring back my good mood. I'd still have a lot of questions.
But I'd know how to face them without falling...

Somewhere inside my heart, I still believe that Summer has been too shiny to really come to an end...

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-Watashiwa Orochimaru-sama no shinobi desu.- :frail:

-If you have ever thrown a fake shuriken, kunai, or attempted a jutsu, copy and paste this into your signature. - Bonus points if it was a real shuriken.

-My two lovely lonely neurons: :bump:
:iconanyachan:
Oh, please, don't think that the good mood is useless for ME. If you read well, lots of parts of this strange thing are words from the world, not from me...I'll never, and I say NEVER, renegade the ladybird's time, even if sometimes it seems so far from me..It's a part of me, that everybody in the world maybe considers useless (and it happened, I'm not saying this just to write something..), but this is a long journey, mh? And you can hear every kind of stupid things, by the way. That was one of them, but I didn't believe in it. Never.

--
"My deamons will be yours"

“Am I dead?”
“Hear.”
“… My heart?”
“Yes. Even if you’ve tried, you’ve never stopped it.”
:iconchoryunami:
I know it's not necessary to reaffirm it, but I can't help it: for me it's not useless. Maybe confusing... because those times I would have liked to stop right there sometimes seem to me too far to be brought back, and at the same time too close, so close I can't declare they're up. I don't want to. But I think Time has got something to object...
...still I don't think I can let them go... despite everything. Eheh, I'm so fool sometimes...

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-Watashiwa Orochimaru-sama no shinobi desu.- :frail:

-If you have ever thrown a fake shuriken, kunai, or attempted a jutsu, copy and paste this into your signature. - Bonus points if it was a real shuriken.

-My two lovely lonely neurons: :bump:
:iconanyachan:
Neither for me, that's the only thing I was saying..

--
"My deamons will be yours"

“Am I dead?”
“Hear.”
“… My heart?”
“Yes. Even if you’ve tried, you’ve never stopped it.”

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